There’s a thing, for me is like, kinda, never been a good ending.
The poor child has never been a chance to have a taste that.
Isn’t that I’ve been too selective? Isn’t that I’ve always into the wrong way?
Why is that when I alway feel like the thing is right for me, but turns out the thing not feel like I’m right?
What I want, is just a little chance.
Isn’t that gonna be impossible for me?
How long’s gonna for me to wait?
How longer?
Rescue me.
As today’s just a week to go, here’s the first glimpse of what will happen on the day of 23, that is May 17 of my birthday. There’s gotta be new looks, something surprising or shocking — but all gotta be making this 23 remarkable to not just myself, but for everyone. Please keep watching, with a different perspective.
REALLY SORRY for the really long hiatus for my blog… It’s was a bit hard (and lazy) for myself to squeeze some time out to the writing pad. But as May is approaching soon, I guess I’m really need to do something here to get buzzed up again.
So what’s really happened around me so far? I can say that it’s mixed.
My workload has increased a lot at SB, there has increased patronage – which means there’s more customers who dunno-what-Starbucks-is-about (which come in and ask for coffee & “milk tea”): That REALLY FRUSTRATED ME A LOT PEOPLE! I’ve got the passion to do great service but guys please really think what Starbucks is first! SB is specialized in coffee… and it won’t be so stupid to have the whole store to sell just “Coffee” and “Tea”! Read the darn menus please! (Sigh x 100)
Besides, there’s new stuffs to me to train my fellow partners – those follow-ups and fix-ups has also increased my workload.
Thankfully busy workload has always got something I can do to balance it. I have some new friendship start-ups, there has really added lots of colors to my life. With shared interests with her, like music and style – plus most importantly introduced a new kind of sport I’ve never touched before – Muay Thai (or simply Thai Boxing).
I was never thought that I would really into Thai Boxing before – at that time when this friend intro me for a trial – I was really wanna just to try, but who knows when I tried and liked a lot then invented so much for a better shape? But anyway I guess ultimately it’s hardly for me to go on if there’s no one to go with.
So far the boxing training is gettin’ tougher and tougher… just about to reach a stage that I can’t cope with. But with the target to change myself like gettin’ muscular… I need to move on anyway. Don’t forget to check out some video and photos of me.
Right, besides this tough training… I’m gotta enjoying my life with this friend – like hangin’ around, getting some tips on style … it seems that we’re getting into each other’s life … or just simply I’ve thought tooo much? No way!
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Coming within a month I can see lots of new opportunities – in terms of work and myself. It’s true that I’m actively in the search for a better future – but in SB there’s also gonna something new for me too! There’s gonna a good bye to my “followers”, but a welcome to some new “followers”.
Something more important is gonna to happen too! It’s about “23″! It’s about the time for me to start planning for this “23″. It must be something different than what’ve done before. Stay tuned for this.
Meanwhile I’m still been actively around KnowMoreChris. Twitting around at my Twitter account about the up-to-the moment news of mine, sharing interesting stuffs on Facebook, plus I’m now also in the party of Foursquare: With it I can really share the world about interesting stuffs LIVE… as when I wander around the city. So please keep an eye on these few channels of mine! It’s always many ways to KnowMoreChris!
Hey everyone!
I’m sorry for the long hiatus on my blog. It’s due to heavy and exhausting workload last two weeks. I promise you guys I will bring you back the missed articles soon within the coming two weeks!
2009 is now officially past, and it’s a very warm welcome to Twenty-Ten in Hong Kong.
Maybe I can review my 2009 in just few words:
Depress – Depressed by the pressure of work
Success - Promotion
Challenging – Facing the new job duties
Quiet – Had a such birthday
Lost – Love? Future development?
Opportunities – Setting up this blog
So what’s up for 2010? As it’s gonna be my 23rd birthday, that’s a lot planned for the blog to do something different.
There’ll have a slogan for 2010 for what’s up on this blog – it’s “Small Thunder, Big Rain”, that’s inspired by a Hong Kong slang “雷聲大、雨點小”, literally “Big thunders, small rain”, meaning something with big promises but actually have very less effects. As in my case, it’s an opposite to that, so it’s meaning minimal effort used, to create a big hype for my blog or the KnowMoreChris branding itself.
How to put this slogan to work? There’s my promises on more stuffs on this blog. I will share more about myself, just about everything, including 23 things I liked most, notable musicians I liked, and there’s more recipes to come. That’s not all yet, I’ll share more on Hong Kong’s culture just like what I did on Yum Cha last November.
Anyway, it’s gonna about difference this year, pretty much it’s my wish for what I’ll do for 2010 – as there’s always things around me to be different, maybe I will work somewhere else? Maybe I will find someone truly important? Maybe I will get famed – from this blog?
Small Thunder, Big Rain. – Keep an eye on it this 2010!
Beginning on 01-11-09, there has somethin’ new for Chris (me). There’s just only one website for everyone to remember:
www.KnowMoreChris.com
This not just only a website. It is everything about me. It is the brand name or (simply) an online identity I will be using from now on.
You can follow KnowMoreChris on twitter.
You can get to KnowMoreChris on Facebook.
You can KnowMoreChris on what I think is interesting on Internet on Digg.
There’s lots more too…
Why not just Google KnowMoreChris?
Have a try!
So there you go.
Just one website:
or Just one phrase:
to really KnowMoreChris!!
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Enjoy!
What else I can say?
Today was supposed to be a happy ending of someone. I was supposed to forget everything and get things restarted.
What happened last night was totally a nightmare for me. It was a truth that’s EXTREMELY HARD FOR ME TO BELIEVE. My mind has been sink into a deep darkness.
It is actually and totally RUBBISH for what I heard on last Saturday night. For me it was actually a beautiful lie for me.
Being my best friends should be no lies, I know, this truth is hard to confront with. But I think I’d feel better if I realize this truth by the right way.
I just don’t know what should I do?
I just don’t wanna know what I should do?
HELP ME OUT!!!
Tonight for me I think is the hardest night I ever had.
Tonight I can finally realize the REAL truth. My failure may be not because of what I knew, is actually by another menace….
Since last Sat, I’ve been trying so hard to refresh myself and forget everything. What happened tonight has been re-ignited the darkness in my mind.
Why the world is so cruel to me?
Why everyone has another face?
Why everyone can’t just say what they wanted to say?
Why people need to be a liar all the time?
Why just can’t be better off to be real?
My mind is so… complicated and mixed. Right now I just wanted to calm down and forget it…
Come on! Could you just be REAL and say the truth?
Lying is not always a good idea….
Forget it… Chris
Time is passing so fast, and there’s lots of things comes and goes.
Looking back, that was late August, there was labour shortage at work.
When I first knew the news about a new partner would join my team and whom is a girl, it’s just hope and excitement filled in my mind. This was partly caused by my desire to make new female friends. To be honest, everyone at my store had also been so desired for a new (or a fine) female partner to join.
And that was the day a new partner arrives, everybody’s eyes was so brightened to welcome our new friend. And I was so charmed when I looked in her eyes. This was day one my heart started to “beat”.
I was full of willingness to know more about this new partner since than.
Things getting heated up as days went on. Through I seemed unable to get her attention – that’s when she’s chatting or SMS-ing everybody else, I was am feeling like I’m the one who left alone. I was am trying SO HARD to get a common topic with her…
As her birthday came closer, I had expressed my true thoughts about this girl to my colleagues. My colleagues are so supportive, they have been giving me advices all the time.
I’ve decided to give some attention out around her birthday. I think this was the time you realised my thoughts, right?
Days have been passed so fast. Now it has been two months the girl has joined us. When I first got the news about she had decided to leave, I was bit of upset. But this is how everything comes and goes, I knew there’s always one day this girl will leave, but never thought this is that soon.
Then things came to an end on the night before, when I went out with her and some of my colleagues. This was a meaningful night and that let me able to more about myself.
What happened during the night was truly a forum for everyone to know more about themselves each. During the time and in between the words, I could uncover my weaknesses, in which I’ve actually been trying to overcome. Through I heard something that isn’t good to know about, but that’s not the thing I should unhappy for, coz’ I’m more than welcome to know more comments and suggestions about myself.
I’ve spoken for myself for the truth, through I’m sorry for not having the braveness to do so face-to-face. I finally knew about this girl’s true feeling about myself. It turned out is a failure to me. Of course it’s bit of disappointment and upset for myself, but I think this outcome is good for everyone, and I can see this is the chance for me to re-equip myself to be stronger and await for the next opportunity.
Overall, that was one enjoyable night, i would like to thank you everyone tried to help me to succeed what I wanted to succeed.
In just about three months, this girl has bought so much to not just me, but to everyone at the store. Everyone has been less bored, there has new subjects to chat with, and lots of laughs. Through sometimes she had bought troubles to everyone.
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There’s just very few days left that one is working with me, I’m still always expecting if you can open up a “door” to me, not just the others. We’re still good friends, right? If yes, then don’t leave me alone!
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Now let me introduce everyone a piece of great music that I used to relax and inspire myself, it’s Claude Debussy’s Clair de Lune.
Cheers everyone!
Chris
No turning back? Not for me at this time.
I don’t care whether it’s no turning back or not.
There’s so much things happened on this three days.
I think I need to reconsider what I’m doing, and just let go of what I’m desiring for.
I think I’ve knew more about one on this three days, there’s so much wrong doing on one that had make myself need to reconsider should one is suitable for me.
Being childish and incompetent I think is definitely not my type, I can not just make that decision solely by appearance.
That’s why I need to recover, for myself.
